:/

I feel like I'm always waiting for things to happen for me. I will produce more art. I will learn a new language. I will be fit. I will make more friends. I will do well in university, etc. I want all of that to come to fruition, but I can't bring myself to start. I need to crawl out of this rut I'm in and make some progress very soon. What it is going to take for me to do that however, I have no idea.