I type this with pruned fingertips:

My home bathtub isn't so bad. I gave it a chance tonight. It's actually quite roomy for a shower-tub, and square - which I find more comfortable than a rounded tub. The bath helped to quell my anxiety a bit. I lit some candles and didn't think about much for 30 minutes. I was starting to get what I like to call the "pizza sweats." You may incur the pizza sweats after attempting to eat a large pizza by yourself. Other side-effects may include feelings of self-loathing and disgust. That, on top of my mounting anxiety incited me to have a bath.

This is also helping, to write in this quiet place in cyberspace.

My hands aren't pruned anymore so I'll stop now. Goodnight.